What The Inside Of My Brain Looks Like Right Now

I understand theism and to some extent, atheism too. What I don’t understand is Satanism. I mean, the Satanist accepts the basic premise of theism, i.e. that there is a God, since the existence of either one is contingent on the truth of the Bible. So he/she accepts that this God created everything, including Satan. But still chooses to be on the other side, knowing that Satan is bound to lose. (It’s in the Bible.)

I don’t know how the Satanists are supposed to ‘win’ in this. Do they want to go to Hell? There most likely is one, given that Satan exists. But is that why Satanists choose their religion? To get there? It’s a place of absolute suffering, of teeth-gnashing and haunting screams. And I don’t think Satan would make his disciples lieutenants of Hell. He just doesn’t seem the kind of being that shares power.

Let’s say that the Satanist does want to go to Hell. Would God send them there? It is a place of non-redemptive pain. Somewhere to make its residents know that what they’ve done is wrong, for eternity. But how much of a punishment could banishment to that place be if a person really wants to go there? Would God then send the Satanist to Heaven? It’s not what he/she wanted but I don’t think they will actually suffer there.

I’m thinking about this kind of thing.

So I guess it’s obvious how bored I am right now.